Jeddah Mind Tricks

I asked my mind to play a trick
It said that I was rather sick
I asked my mind to play a trick
It said that I was rather thick

And now I am blind
To deity of my mind
And now I am kind
To which I'll naught find

I used to seek no pain
Searched until insane
I now search to seek
My mind tricked a peek

To the beautiful abyss of all
Gravity remiss, still fall
Sink to black, siren's call
Rise to light, enter the squall

I asked my mind to play a trick
It said that I was rather sick
I asked my mind to play a trick
It said that I was rather thick

Everything terrifies, this I know
Everything swells revelry, this I know
Everything hates me, this I know
Everything loves me, this I know

I asked my mind to play a trick
It said that I was rather sick
I asked my mind to play a trick
It said that I was rather thick

We know all, that is our curse
We know all, that is our blessing

Say we're wrong, your novel crown
While you stay stuck in abandoned town
Endless desert of isolated clowns
Until one honked with echoing frown